You know, must subs would have this the other way around.
I know, Sir…
But not you.
No, Sir.
Punishment doesn’t deter you from being disobedient, does it?
I’m sorry. It really doesn’t.
Are you honestly sorry?
I do feel a little bit bad about it. I mean…. a little.
What do you think I ought to do with you?
I don’t know. Maybe I’m just not a good sub.
Darling, no. We’re problem-solving here, not giving up.
I’m sorry, Sir. Just… I want to be good. But fuck, I love when you punish me. Spanking feels so good. Beating feels so good. It’s so calming and nice. It’s just… I don’t think I’m doing this right.
Doing what right?
Being a sub. Doing BDSM. I mean, do… do spankings really deter other subs?
Some of them. But that’s not the point here.
It’s not?
No. The point isn’t what works for someone else. You’re not a bad sub because of what works for you.
I still feel like something’s wrong with me.
Nothing is wrong with you, my dear. I think we just need to switch the carrot and the stick.
How so?
I love disciplining you, you know that?
You do?
Of course. It’s one of my favorite activities. Watching you go from perfectly composed to sobbing, broken, and begging… that’s beautiful. You are beautiful when you let me break you.
It feels really good. It feels so good when you do that.
And your pretty little cunt gets so wet. I love teasing you afterwards.
Fuck, yesss. Love that. Feels so good when you use me.
…And?
And?
What else? Tell me.
…. And when you don’t let me cum. When you use me.
Good girl. You like being my broken, denied little toy, don’t you?
Yes, Sir. Yes!
You’re not motivated by soft touches and sweet orgasms, are you?
No, I want to see your bruises on my body. I want to feel my pussy drip and throb with need. That feels so good to me. It feels like… I’m more, myself.
I really think we’ve been going about this backwards.
Backwards, Sir?
Yes, darling. Completely backwards.
How so?
You need the stick to be your carrot.
You mean, reward me with the stick?
Sweetheart, you are a smart little thing, aren’t you? Yes, that’s exactly what I mean.
How do we do that, though?
That’s a good question. I think that whenever you’re been especially good, I’ll punish you. Give you the pain that you need.
That seems weird.
Does it sound good, though? Is that the appropriate motivation for you, as a submissive? Do you need pain and discipline, instead of pleasure?
… Yes, Sir. Yes, please. I want to be good for you.
And I want to see you bruised and sobbing.
You won’t get tired of it? What if I’m good every day?
‘What if I’m good every day?’ Seriously?
Well it sounds silly when you repeat it like that.
I just want you to hear yourself, that’s all. Because you started this conversation concerned that you weren’t a good sub.
I’m still a little worried.
Don’t worry. You have lots of skin for me to mark. You have lots of tears to cry for me.
… That sounds really good. Like, really, really good.
Now, come kneel in front of me. Yes, just like that. You like being on your knees?
Yes, Sir.
Does my hand against your cheek make you nervous? You flinched.
I think you’re going to slap me.
I am.
You are?
Mmm hmm. … How does that feel?
Owww, fuck…
But see how you come right back up? I love how eager you are for it.
It hurts, but it feels really good.
See? You’re such a good girl for me.
Please, it hurts.
Please, what?
… Do it again, please.
Unzip me first, and take my cock out. That’s it. See how hard you’ve made me?
Yes, Sir. Please may I suck you?
Such a beautiful, eager little slut. Of course you may. But what do we do with good little suck sluts?
They get slapped.
Good girl. And why do they get slapped? Look at me.
… Ouch. That hurt, Sir.
Look at me while I hurt you. I want to watch you. I love watching the tears in your eyes. Tell me why I’m hurting you.
Because I like it. I need it.
Yes. Exactly… that. You like it, and I like it. You need discipline to be a good girl. Not sweet kisses and orgasms.
Mmmm, fuck. Please let me suck you, Sir. Please.
So fucking eager. Does this feel better for you? Is this a better way of letting you feel submissive?
Yesss, yes. Yes, Sir. Please slap me. Please hurt me. I want it, please.
Such a good girl. Okay, ten more slaps, and then you can swallow my cock like I know you want to do. How does that sound?
Perfect, Sir.
Like what you’re reading?
Support my work on Patreon or Ream to get early access to new stories and chapters, vote on the next update, or suggest an idea for a new story!
Photo by Joshua Rawson-Harris on Unsplash